Hi Sister
Wow...Psychic attack for 48 years is huge. This must be some nasty entity you are fighting. I can only assume who this is, from reading your life story. Or maybe I am way off the target.
If I can do anything, you know I am here. But you already have Creator
protecting you.
As for logging onto GMP, I had the same problem so it may have been a computer/google problem after all.
I am finally back on line, so just came across this message. Thank the Creator you didn't disappear while I was gone.
Big Hugs and Love to you, your Spirit Sister, Small Elk