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PostSubject: My Left Hand   Fri May 18, 2007 10:26 am

I, like so many others, was raised in a very abusive, dysfunctional family. So I grew up with little or no Spiritual or Religious teachings. I have very few childhood memories, but believe I did attend Sunday school at some point. Actually I have a bible with my name embossed on the cover, which I think was from Sunday school.

I have always had a problem with Religion. I lost any faith I might have had as a young child. (If I even knew what faith was back then). I do remember praying night after night as a child. But my prayers were not answered. Of course, we usually donít understand HOW to pray as a child.

As an adult, I did learn to accept that there was a higher power, which I chose to call Creator. I have been doing a lot of healing work on myself recently. I am in the middle of having a very intense Soul Retrieval performed on me. Then I am also a member of a Healing Study Group, which involves an element of religion.

So a few weeks ago now, I had asked GOD for proof of his existence. At work on Monday my left palm started itching so badly it almost drove me insane and then it started bleeding. I had an odd shaped puncture on my left palm. Then my Right palm started itching just as insanely and a red spot started to appear.

Both hands were very blotchy red and white. Also sweaty. I had to keep wiping them off. Then hot flashes, tingling all over my body but mostly my heart and head. Then after discovering this, for at least an hour it was a struggle not to burst into tears. My eyes kept welling up.

I went outside for a smoke. I get alot of messages when I am out there in nature. (I work in the Bush on a Lake) A voice said "If you are getting the message I am sending, I will stop with the proof." !!!

Well this freaked me out. Then some geometric shapes, stars, squares, numbers and feathering appeared on my left palm. Also the usual lines became very deep and red. My palm began to look like a road map of the Galaxy.

I have attached a picture of my hand. Although you can't see the lines, you can see the puncture. I tried to enhance the pic so much, that it is a little distorted and that's not the color of my hand. LOL

Since then I have noticed many changes in myself and my healing gifts. I find now that Spirit moves me to combine all the gifts I have been given now. So in meditation or journeying, I do healing on the DNA and on the body itself. Itís like working on holograms of the person. It seems to be quite effective from feedback I get and from work I do on myself. The only problem now is that Spirit doesn't give me much warning. If there is a healing to do, I have to stop what I am doing as I feel myself slipping into Shaman consciousness. This can be very inconvenient if I am at work.

One message I received since this happened is that we have the right to STATE or DEMAND if you will, what we want manifested, instead of humbly praying or begging. So the odd time I have remembered to do this, something usually manifests. Actually the first time was years ago, being frustrated that everyone else seemed to SEE their guides and I never could. I DEMANDED rather rudely LOL, to see my guide. To my surprise a spirit appeared right in front of me and scared the daylights out of me. LOL I guess I really wasn't ready to see that.

Last month while participating in a healing study, I experienced another event. One morning I woke up and I don't know what the problem was, but I couldn't get out of bed. I had to slide out of bed, my arm wasn't working and I had to drag my arm off the bed.

I couldn't stand up straight. My back was also out. I leaned on the kitchen table doubled over and just said in my mind something like "THIS CAN NOT HAPPEN.....I canít be sick or disabled, I refuse this" and OMG it went away. I gingerly stood up straight. There was nothing. No pain, nothing!

I hope in sharing my experiences, this will help others to realize their gifts.

Aho Small Elk



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PostSubject: More on my Hand   Fri May 18, 2007 10:33 am

I am starting to understand something. I have a square where the puncture was. Some days it really starts to itch and when I look there is a symbol in the box. I usually cant tell what the symbol is, as it is too small. But I am going to buy a magnifying glass because just now at work, I looked and saw the number 34. So I showed it to a NONE believing co-worker and didnt tell her what I saw. She said theres a # 34

Then both girls gave me money to buy a lottery ticket. lol!

I am wondering if this is going to be a form of divination for me.
When I get home I will have to look up what 3 and 4 and 7 stand for.

It would be awesome if, tomorrow, when I go looking for a home to purchase, the place I have been getting visions of was #34. (Holds my breath)

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PostSubject: Re: My Left Hand   Sat May 19, 2007 3:24 pm

Very Wow! Small elk

Also very interesting that your daughters gave you
money for a lottery ticket. lol! Cute!
I often heard the myth that an itchy palm indicates
unexpected monies coming!!! I hope this is true for you. sunny

It happened to me once, but the itch was scabies! Buggers, huh! Rolling Eyes

On a more serious note, I agree that this is in relation to your spiritual
growth... Exciting isn't it? cheers

I also grew up in a dysfunctional family, however suffered what I would call
religious abuses and had to let go of many distorted Religious teachings.

Like you, I also buried my childhood memories.
A wonderful tool for survival... I think .... scratch I mean thought ...hmmmm

study I had to look up *soul retrieval in order to know what
you were referring to. Awwwww hun.... this hard work. ((((HUGS)))

My best wishes to you!!!! sunny

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PostSubject: Hi Evie   Sat May 19, 2007 3:32 pm

Evie Said:
I had to look up *soul retrieval in order to know what
you were referring to. Awwwww hun.... this hard work. ((((HUGS)))

Hi Evie
Oops I should have explained that. LOL Actually right now I am enjoying this so much. Different cultures do Soul Retrievals in different ways. This so far has been enlightening, loving, powerful, gentle.......But I have a ways to go yet.

Getting back to my hand, today I went to look at homes for sale. When I was in the one I am putting an offer on (which I had visions of all week) my left hand was itching like crazy. Now try looking at a tiny spot on your hand for messages while listening to the poor Real Estate Agent. lol!
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PostSubject: My Hand continued   Sun May 20, 2007 8:18 pm

Years ago I had a Spiritual Mentor who is largely responsible for me finding my path. For 22 yrs he was Old Catholic/Anglican worker priest. Previous member of Cisterians, Franciscans, Samaritian Ministries & Ecumenical order of Charity. He has a masters in Spiritual Direction & Spiritual Theology and of course Reiki Master.

I am in no way saying he told me what to believe.....he used to in fact be very frustrating in that he never actually answered any questions or commented on my babbling. LOL But somehow he held my hand and helped me to make decisions.

So I was shocked when I told him about my hand and this is what he replied:thank you for this sharing...it is wonderful...could I share it with the a/p reiki group?
the mark in the palm of your hands sounded like the stigma when I first read it...the nail prints in Jesus palmn's from the cross...given to holy persons who wished to share in Jesus suffering as well as his joys Smile

I liked the idea of "demanding" in manifesting & feel this is a good insight to share with others....we tend to be too meek in asking for what we need Smile

sounds like things are going well for you & glad to get your update

This just blew me away. This is the most he has ever said directly to me. I am honoured and humbled by his comments. I just felt I had to share this with someone and the people I have human contact with don't understand what I am going through.
Blessings, Small Elk
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